wo de xin

Shang xin, ri zi hai shi yao zuo xia qu.. xian zai de xin qing shi hai ba, hai ba wo wu neng wei li, hai ba wo fang qi...

wo xu yao li liang, zhi hui, he, yi ge xin ping qi he de xin..

tou now, qing bu yao zai zhi zao fu mian de xiang fa le.. wo kuai bu neng cheng shou le..

lao tian, qing ran wo de yong xin, wo de nu li, cheng gong.. xi wang wo zai bang chu de ren, ken change, he bu ran wo dan xin...

jia you,.

Summmary of recent updates

Updates abt me:

yeayea.. i've completed my specialist diploma in SCM and hv gotten my results!!!

All pass with quite gd grades except only 1 module..

Feel so relieved that i've finished my studies and now i can hv more time to relax n enjoy life..

Perphaps the next step is to do a job search to wrk in wat i had studied n get a higher pay..

Aim to earn my desired salary when i reach age 30.

Now the critical part is my punggol flat shld be coming the next yr, so perphaps i shld continue to stay in this current company which is located @ jurong? until next year then i change job? im still pondering over it.. Maybe i shld do a job search first then see how..


My Punggol flat - Damai Grove:

http://siegebox.net/blog/?p=1598

Just view from forum and now it is still in progress.. Now it is building ~ level 6 which is my purchase flat level.. lol

Feel so anxious and happy abt it.. Hope it will be ready soon.. but only worry is abt financial part.. Gotta save hard this year..


My Problems:

To me, many of my problem is $$$.. i hope there is this one day whereby i don hv to worry abt $.. i wana work hard so that i can give my family, my husband and myself a gd life.. (my expectations of gd life is not very high)

Goal: by end of this year


My Friends:

Hope to make more friends that i can share my thoughts and stuffs freely and securely.. Realised that i have lesser and lesser friends whom i can truely confine with.. It doesnt really feel so good to have so many secrets that wish to say but cant say out with..


My Colleagues:

Used to be a distant with them but ever since i had moved in and sit with them in the same room, things changed. I had become more closer with them and i felt quite happy abt it.. Closer but the fact is, colleague is still colleague, alot of stuffs especially personal stuffs i still don feel quite secure telling them..

and im not gd at judging who is gd or bad.. so the best choice is not to tell them anything, if really wana say, the things that say out must be not a secret.. lol


My Hubby:

He had been working quite hard and trying to endure for his job that are with many shifts.. It really tired him out.. Thanks Dear..


My Siblings:

Hope my siblings are happy with their job, studies and life.. Hope to have more bonding with them but it seems to be quite difficult cos we all don have a habit to share our things.. We're a quiet family.. But to me, family is very impt... i am trying to care by talking more with them although im nt very gd with words.. seriously sometimes im lost at words becos i really got nothing much to say but im learning to talk more.. =D i hope they can feel that and also make effort to create bonding with all of us and not live in their own world...


My Parents:

Hope to be able to give them more $ next year and bring them to travel and eat gd food..


Looking at my updates, seems like i have a lot of hopes and wishes.. haha

Happy New Year 2010

It's a brand new year again!


Looking back on year 2009 resolutions:

1) To slim down my waist back to 24cm

2) To make my skin whiter & smoother

3) To make my hair more silky

4) To excerise at least once a week

5) To study short courses to increase my "market value"

6) To learn to communicate well with people, speak & express myself well

7) To be more closer with my family,hubby, friends & colleagues

I've made 7 resolutions, end up i only achieved 2 & 1/2. haha

My 2009 achievement -

Attended a advance diploma in Supply Chain Mgmt


Improved relationship with my colleagues


Greater Bonding with hubby



Now, moving on to year 2010 resolutions:


THis year shall be a more relax year with focus on family and hubby bonding as follows:

1) Treat my mum and sis go batam/msia trip by dec 2010

2) Go overseas trip with Hubby by dec 2010




Not forgetting own self-improvement target:


Confidence boast program-

1) Have braces on by Aug 2010

2) Change of hairstyle by Sep 2010

Having noticed that i did not achieve much in year 2009, i decided to set lesser resolutions for 2010 to make it more achieveable.

Main priority will be on family & Hubby bonding, saving more $ and self-confidence enhancement. ..

Realised that year 2010 resolutions needs to involve alot of $$$.. So gotta work and save hard. Jia you, LSB!!

Great phrase that i had come across

"Be determined and do not give up easily when you encounter challenges. The most difficult or nasty person towards us is actually our greatest teacher. Do not bear grudges or hate them as it will only plant negative seeds in your own learning & cultivation. Learn from the lesson. Continue to be kind and good. You will be rewarded even if you see yourself in the worst situation now. Because Your lucky bank is increasing and once it shine, good luck and people will come. So BE STRONG ALL.. it sounds hard to do but you can, once you open up your heart to see things from a different angle. It does not do good/benefit anyone if you bear grudges or hatred. BUT it will definitely benefit your own cultivation to become a better person when you practise kindness. "

Above phrase i had gotten from reading www.bryanomhealth.blogspot.com. i think it is indeed not very easy to not bear grudges on people who make us feel hurt. We gotta learn to let go becos eventually the one who bear grudges, hurts not the people who hurt us, but hurts ourselves and our love ones.

Let it go, let it go.. If u believe in karma, continue to forgive and forget and do good. =)

God bless that we can always do it.

Are you a Positive or Negative Thinker??

http://www.mindtools.com/pages/article/newTCS_89.htm

was doing some research for my sch assignment and i accidentally come across this link.. i think it's a great link, do try it!!

some useful quote of the day:"When it comes down to it, positive, optimistic people are happier and healthier, and enjoy more success than those who think negatively. The key difference between them is how they think about and interpret the events in their life."


i am quite a negative people when it comes to meeting new people and people im not close with.. this got to do with my low self-esteem.. i just think that i had a unfriendly face and people tends not like to speak to me.. Hence sometimes i can be quite quiet and introvert when come to this..

But im working hard to change this thought.. Becos i simply love making new friends and wanting to have good people relationship..

obessed with own thoughts n own misery..

when i heard some ppl complaining to me always abt their problem and not wanting to listening to mine problems, i felt quite sian.. some of frens ard me is like that..


They always want me to listen but when i want to say, they simply cant hear into it..

Feel so sian..

So it became a habit of mine not to say out my stuffs.. Anyway, i do not want to indulge into the unhappiness.. JUst forgive n forget.. no point complaining...

Also thanks to them that i become not a complain queeen..


hee but i need God bless me with more patience.. i getting impatient being always have to hear them out despite the fact i already told them what they shld do..

I neeed patience..

As i was once like them before when i was younger,so i still wish to be their listener and hope to make them be better..


I hope i can do it.. =)

challenges

Next week will be the start of my new semester.. so fast, my sch break is over..

So many challenges ard me..

May god bless me with strength and the wisdom to face and handle it..

I hope this year will pass soon..